Sun
Sep
23
“Do you…do you…”
“Do I what?”
“Do you love…”
“Love who?”
“Love…”
“Damn it, just say it already!”
“Do you love me, you bastard?!”
“Love you! Of course I do!”
“Oh, you only use me! Don’t think I haven’t seen you looking at those whores on the side of the rode!”
“Whores! Why you-“
“They always stand there, showing off everything!”
“So you think I’ve been looking at them, do you?”
“I know you have!”
The man threw the map out the window and noted the exit sign.
Mon
Jul
9
During my lesson at the high school today, my mentor had no constructive criticism for me. Normally he does. I’m happy, of course, but confused — did I do something different? Was everything I did so well? I mused over a chocolate shake, but all that comes to mind is how hard I’m going to try from this point forward to be excellent.
My dream:
I was in this ballroom, wearing this lovely creamy-blue silk dress. And I’m here on a date with, who else, Christopher Columbus/young Hannibal Lecter. Somehow I end up in a library with my date (who now looks suspiciously like Tim Curry as the Butler from Clue) and these two old people. As he bows, I/my character kiss/kisses the top of his head. He bows again so I repeat the action. When the old people smile knowingly and leave, Tim Curry/Christopher Columbus/young Hannibal Lecter gives me an apology for some reason. Then I’m out in the ballroom again and there is this whole crowd of fancy persons around this huge staircase. Against warning and better judgment, I/my character go/goes up the stairs to see my date (now only Christopher Columbus/young Hannibal Lecter) kinda bloody and standing over the body of a dead man. The crowd suddenly disperses as the mess is cleaned up and I storm away thinking, “I cannot do this!” but CC/Hannibal chases after me/my character and woes me/my character into staying with him by a waltz that I surely messed up on. I suppose the dreams means I’m destined to stay with not-so-great-for-me men. Oh well. As long as they’re hot~ ^_-
For some reason, I am in love with Hannibal Lecter’s character from Hannibal Rising. Why? I don’t know. I just love people like him. The sinister smile, blood lust, vampire nature, brutal yet effective, streamline, and efficient killing style. My favorite kill? I’m stuck between his first Mischa-eater victim (strangled by a rope slathered in mayonnaise pulled by a horse while singing a lullaby) and the Mischa-eater with the song birds (lulling the man into a sense of false security by placing his gun on a stove top then quickly impaling the man’s head on a serrated knife). Why me?